Boot Camper Michelle Maguire.
Michelle Maguire started Boot Camp Fitness and Training classes nine months ago. For five years the 38-year-old from Tallahassee treated her anxiety and depression with medication. Today, she has completely weaned herself off of her anxiety and depression medication and credits Boot Camp Fitness and Training as a key factor for her mental wellbeing.
1. Why did you start working out at Boot Camp Fitness and Training?
I never completely lost the baby weight from my first son and always wished and hoped it would happen, though I can honestly say I never put forth much effort. Four years ago, my husband and I were considering divorce, and the stress of it caused me to stop eating completely. I lost 70 pounds in about five months. I felt great about losing the weight. I was so excited that I didn’t have to shop the plus sizes anymore. Once things settled down and we started working things out, my weight started creeping up again.
Desperate to not go back, I tried several at home workout solutions (I bought a workout game for Xbox, walked around the neighborhood, videos, etc.) None of it was working and next thing I knew, I had gained back 35 pounds. I saw a Groupon for Boot Camp Fitness and Training and read on the website that people had been known to drop two dress sizes in one session. Also, the classes were on the same days and times as my kids’ karate class that is two blocks away. I had no excuse.
The plan was, I would do one session, lose my two dress sizes and be done…The first day was so hard. We had to run up two big hills and then come back and do a handful of exercises and then run up the hill again. The first time on the hill, I was very winded, but I made it. My second time on the hill I took so long, Mike came to look for me (there were only 5 or 6 people in the class and it was dark out). When class ended and I realized that it had not actually killed me, I was so proud of myself for actually doing it. Honestly being proud of myself like that, was something I had not felt in a really long time. That is what kept me going back.
2. How often do you attend classes at Boot Camp Fitness and Training?
Right now I go four days a week. When I first started I went two. Then I signed up for the unlimited and added a day. Now I go four and I am trying to figure out how to add another day. It never seems to be enough. I have been going long enough now that I have friends, especially in Powerlifting. I get really excited to go to class. We workout, but we spend a lot of time laughing and chatting.
3. How have you benefited from Boot Camp Fitness and Training?
As I said earlier, I envisioned this massive weight loss and whole body change when I first started. While that has not happened, I have had an entire mental makeover. I have always been an outwardly positive person, but I rarely had that positive outlook on myself. I would say things like, “I did a good job on that, but I could have done better- this part was wrong and that part is crooked,” etc.These classes have given me a sense of pride and total accomplishment that I don’t know if I have ever felt- there is no “that was good but…” instead I leave Boot Camp thinking “I kick butt!”
In July I had to go to the doctor to get my prescription for depression and anxiety refilled and the doctor asked his usual string of questions, but one really stuck with me “…and you feel like you still need the Wellbutrin?” I said yes, but then I kept thinking about it. For about a week it went round and round my head. I realized that I didn’t think I really needed it anymore. This was the first time in the five years I had been on it that I actually thought I didn’t need it. I called the doctor and he told me I had to wean myself off, but if I felt like I didn’t need it, I should try getting off of it. I was kind of nervous- what if I got off it completely and fell apart- I would feel like such a failure if I had to go back on it.
I was aware that working out is a natural anti-depressant, and that it gives you self confidence, blah, blah, blah. I truly underestimated the mental benefits of working out. I think this is a truth everyone has to find for themselves. I have been off of the medication for almost two months and feel great. It is funny that this feels like an accomplishment too, but it does. I should also add that I have lost 10 pounds (I am sure I have lost more, but gained it back in muscle) and 6 inches from my waist.
4. What is your favorite workout?
I love the workouts where we do something completely wacky (like flip tires, drag bodies, etc). I also like the workouts designed for us to finish, I feel a sense of accomplishment when I do. I also like the ones where we go in groups to different stations…and the ones where we don’t do burpees — I hate those things… I really love the powerlifting class. I feel so strong after class. I actually heard my husband brag recently that his wife “could deadlift 225 pounds.” The powerlifting has the best comradery. We have all become friends– we spend more time laughing than lifting.
I also really like that you work out next to people who are super fit and have these great bodies, but still struggle with the workout and say how hard it is. Basically, I like to see everyone struggle.
5. What is different about Boot Camp Fitness and Training than other gyms you have been a member of in the past?
A long time ago I went to a gym, actually back that up- I had a membership to a gym. I went off and on for a couple of weeks at a time, but I could never make it fit into my routine and I got really bored. I don’t think I was using the equipment right and when I got tired I went home.
Boot Camp Fitness and Training gives me no excuse. I have to be on that side of town no matter what. If I don’t go, I will just sit in my car while my kids are in karate. I would probably end up feeling really disappointed and guilty. I love that everyone holds you accountable for what you are doing. I don’t know if I would ever want him to know this- but Mike pushes me farther than anyone else. I see him look at me from across the room and I automatically start trying harder, lifting to a heavier weight, and then I try not to look at him again. Laurel forces you to set goals and has no problem saying something if she thinks you may have lost sight of them. Ricky is the nice one- he always says hi, and always stops to ask how are you, and gently tell you how to correctly lift a kettlebell. Brett is always ready to encourage you to add another 20 pounds– he just knows you can do it. I really like how everyone seems to actually cares. I went out of town for two weeks for work and when I came back everyone asked where I had been, I had read about places that do that, but never actually come across them. All of these things are what makes Boot Camp Fitness and Training different.